| Summer is almost here!!!!!!!! |
[04 Jun 2004|02:27pm] |
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friday, ah half day...exams...hmm...lets just say I should've actually studied more than I did. lol...didn't study for spanish WHAT SO EVER. oh well!!!! only 2 more half days of school! Well, soccer ended yesterday, I've never had a more frustrating season than this past one...but I overcame it for the last game, and ended it on a good note. even though we lost. But I think I'm over that...I've let out all the anger from that game lol....all I can say is that next year, I'm going to knock those fruitport girls down. Talk about dirty soccer playin hoes. I hate fruitport! ok, I'll stop, I'm sure they're all nice people when you get to know them...*coughNOTcough* but besides that whole soccer thing, and some other small problem, life is GOOOOOD. :) haven't gotten grounded in a few weeks! it's a record!!!!!! haha. OMG I'm going to see Harry Potter 3 tonight!!! I'm so excited! :)! oh but I g2g call some ppl, then I'm gonna go try n get rid of this soccer tan! lol
*One little stare from you is all it takes
Every time you look at me that way
I melt, I melt*
-I have always been a little shy
I've always been the quiet type till now
And I never let my feelings show
I never let anybody know
You keep bringing out the free in me
What you do to my heart just makes me melt
And I don't think I can resist-
=Rascal Flats=
<3........:D
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| In the Eye of the Storm...bracing myself for what's to come... |
[29 Apr 2004|07:04pm] |
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OMG I haven't updated in FOREVER!!!!! sorry! :D well oh I don't even kno what to say...geeeeze...um well lets see first thing that comes to mind...ah soccer...been playin on varsity...I think I'm on it for sure now... it started out good...but now every game it just seems like I'm going downhill...I need something to get my confidence back up so that I can play better...but I've just been so sore, and I don't know..I suck! I'm goign to Norton PInes tonight hopefully, so I can go in the hot tub to relax my muscles in my legs and get them a lil loosened up...hopefully it will help..cause we're playing Grand Haven tomorrow..and we're going to be missing 2 ppl..one of them is a very frickin important defender! so I don't know what we're going to be doing in the defense with out her! we're gonna die..hahah..but sutton is moved up for the game so I'm excited bout that!!!!!!!!!! me and marie Finally hung out! she spent the night last friday night and then we hung out on saturday...it was fun...geeeze I frickin miss hanging out with that spaz! lol, she's such a goof. Alright, well I've been going thru some spiritual rollercoasters lately, but I think I've got my priorities straight, and I'm reading the teen devotional book thing that my mom had given me for my birthday in march, I hadn't read it so I just started, and I really like it. I'm making headway. :) but oh yeah for my speech to convince I'm doing Do Not Have An Abortion, and I've been getting so much information on abortion and things, like before...I was always against it and I even went on Right To Life marches during the winter every year (partially because my mom made me) but now I'm really getting into this...I mean seriously...It is HORRIBLE...I don't care what ne one else thinks about it, it is murder. and if you don't want to get pregnant then don't have sex! it's that simple..or at least use protection you naive people. Somebody's right to choose something can never exceed someone else's right to live. The right to live is the first of all rights; no other rights can infringe upon it. ok well this whole update has kind of been depressing.. hmm on a lighter note now!
------school's almost out!!!!! and summer is almost here!!!!!!!!!!!! AH I CAN'T FRICKIN WAIT!!!!!!!!!!! I don't think I can get up early another day...! :)
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| Late start tomorrow!!!!!!!! |
[16 Mar 2004|10:00pm] |
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I don't think it is possible for me to have an actual GOOD day, there's always something....well soccer trouts have been going on for the past 2 days....I'm really nervous about it. We've been playing in the gymn because it's been too cold for outside...the conditioning hasn't been that horrible...I figured out that I'm faster than Anne! nothing like a little sister to sister competition :) oh yeah and during cool down my calf muscles just went into spasms..I had 4 cramps in the legs. It killed like a BOTCH. but yeah I haven't been playing too bad...my defense just hasn't been that good lately...and I need to step it up...I decided that I'm just going to put all my energy into the tryouts...I'm going all out babay!!! but hey...if I don't make varsity...then it was meant to be...I'm just prayin I will :) in other news....got 2 projects due tomorrow...ick. n I wanna go see the Cinderella play this week, it sounds like it's gunna be really good.MY BIRTHDAY----6 1/2 DAYS!!!!! can't wait! I dunno...there's nothing else really to talk about....um...ohhh crap...I just remembered I have to pick out a short story thing for speech!!!
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| the rust and the rain endure |
[14 Mar 2004|11:22am] |
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ooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!! I like this! very nice! this backround is soooo...anomalous! well that last entry was ash! her and shelbie spent the night friday night, and she wanted to update the lj, lol. this weekend has been decent, friday was fun, shelbs, ash spent the night, we went to calvary's auction thing for a bit to visit with some ppl, it was ok, then rented some movies, nick n steve came over for a bit. ashley n shelbie were up all night, and I just slept the night away! lol I was dead tired, I couldn't stay up. Then saturday I helped w/ a vball tournement at the middle school....it was pretty much boring... lol me n Pub(marissa)got a volleyball stuck on the roof tehe, wooops. then went to see the passion again, with sutton. I cried again! but only like twice this time :) then came home...did nothing....felt really sick and laid down on the couch n fell asleep watching tv...then like in the middle of the night I like kicked in my sleep and my glass dresser thing flew to the ground, n everything on it fell all over the place, good thing my room is carpet, otherwise I would've had some sharp objects there on the floor. but I dunno that was kind of weird. This mornin I woke up late and didn't have enough time to get ready for church so I went with seth and anne to spring lake weslian instead of calvary. then had vball aau tryouts, which I COMPLETELY AND TOTALLY SUCKED!!! I played so completely terrible! :( went straight to youth group after vball....yeah, so this weekend...ehhh been O.K. nuthin special. oh yeah my mom's birthday was today!!!!!!!!!! so happy birthday to her!!!!!
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| Today has been GOOFY!! |
[13 Mar 2004|01:04am] |
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Alright, this mornin.... TIRED but lunch was interesting.... goulet had to pee like super bad so we went to the bathroom right b4 lunch. she was like washing her hands and spilled water on her pants and it was pretty funny cuz she was kinda flippin... so she liek wet her hands and like put them on my pants and i had like these 2 handprints kinda by my knees... yeah, interesting lol. After school goulet and i went liftin cuz we didnt want to run cuz it was snowin... liftin was easy then we saw Coyne so that was cool. So later that day Ashley, Shelbie and I went to calvery's carnival thing and got like ice cream and got to see some people.... and there was balloons that were filled with helium so... u get the picture... after that we went and got some movies from Blockbuster but Heavyweights was out so we were kinda bumed... we got like school of rock and a nite at the roxburys... which were watchin now. first we watched school of rock and steve and nick came over... anyways i gotta get up early so im off to bed NITE
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| DANGIT! |
[09 Mar 2004|03:09pm] |
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UGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok that's cool!!!!!!! I frickin typed out a HUGE HUGE HUGE entry, and it frickin deleted it all when I clicked to view the mood icon things....ooooooo I'm steamed! heck aint no way I'm typing all that out again.
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[09 Mar 2004|02:41pm] |
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hahaha, I thought that was funny...
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| Perfect time of day |
[07 Mar 2004|11:31pm] |
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ok, awesome day! :D had 2 soccer games, we won both, and then between the two games I played with some of the girls from my old soccer team, cause they needed a few more players, which was a good thing for me cause I was getting really frustrated with the....hmmm how to word this....lack of skill on our team. so it was fun. then youth was really fun today, so i dunno it was just an all round goooood day! no details today, cause I'm watching a movie right now and don't feel like typing! What Women Want. omg it's hilarious....but yeah!
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[06 Mar 2004|11:08pm] |
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ughhh today has been absolutely and completely BORING........I hate being grounded!!!!!! I basically did nothing today....it sucked. oh and what's worse is I missed the soccer weight lifting this morning cause I never woke up...great...just great.....
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| I wanna see miracles...to see the world change... |
[06 Mar 2004|12:06am] |
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dun dun dun, I just got done watching Law n Order, dangit jangit I love that show! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNIE BANANIE!!!!
today went from fine, to bad, to good, to very good! everything was fine until I got home from school, had to clean up a ton of stuff, then later I got grounded and got in a fight with my mom cause of stupid things, and then when I was vacuming the house, my back went into like spasms lol but no it KILLLED! I seriously have a messed up back! last year I hurt it really bad in soccer and then I found out that I'm developing scoliosis and I had to start wearing a lift and stuff, and it's just really messed up, and like bending over vacuming for so long absolutely kills it, I need to go in and get it checked out again, but I don't wanna cause the doc is just gonna be well have u been wearing ur lift and I'll be like yah. and he'll be like have u been doing ur stretches, and I'll be like no. and he'll be like well there ya have it. but nah those stretches don't do anything. they're completely pointless.
so then I went to the vball game in grand haven with marissa and sutton. that was fun. we lost tho, but they played really good. Then when I get home I walk in to see SETH!!!! I haven't seen him since...uh christmas break so I'm excited! (for you who don't already kno...seth's my oldest brother) so yah, he's on spring break. but yah, went online for a while...chatted...talked to bunda online for a long time and aw I love that kid, he's a sweetie :)
hmmmmmm i have to get up early tomorrow :( darn......oh yah tomorrow's gonna be lame, I'm grounded, and I have to do an hour and a half of work for my mom, part of my punishment. yeah I'm getting sick of this crap. and OMG Benji was forgotten outside ONCE AGAIN!! this is like the third time!!!!! She was out there from like 4 til like 9! this time it wasn't my fault tho! I swear! lol oh boi and I don't even want to think about all the hw and projects I have to work on this weekend...:(
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| It gets me so |
[04 Mar 2004|11:27pm] |
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hah I love how I always put some random little phrases in my Subject box that don't really even make sense to what I'm saying...I'm stupid.lol. well it's late...I'm tired...and for some reason I felt like before I could go to bed I HAD to write in this thing. I never keep up with any journals or diaries on paper or computer, so I'm trying really hard to! I'm listening to box car racer right now, man I love them, I used to listen to them like every night last year as I fell asleep. Listening to them brings back a ton of emotions from things that happened last year...hm...good times...miss it :/ isn't that kind of weird how by just listening to a song or hearing a band's voice, you get a flood of memories and emotions? it's raining, i love it! just hearing the rain falling on the roof and tapping the windows, it's so tranquil. today's been good, school was pretty boring, when I got home I ate some froot loops :) I swear I'm like getting addicted to cereal, I have like 3 bowls a day. Ne way I took a nap! which was so awesome cause I LOVE SLEEP! Then I woke up and had to go to the open gymn for soccer, i didn't play as well as last time but o well. Then came home to get yelled at for not sweeping the garage like I was supposed to...so I had to go out there and sweep it, which wasn't fun cause the floor was all wet and so the dirt would stick to the ground and you couldn't sweep, but enough talk of the sweeping lol. been workin on some speech stuff, dang I hate speech, it's so dumb. hmmm...tonight's been a thinking kind of night...things on my mind...relationships, friendships, and my spiritual life. My priorities need to be straightened out.
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| love is a risk |
[03 Mar 2004|07:28pm] |
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today has been sooooo lazy. I'm loving it! had late start today :) I was happy. bio was fun today cause like almost everyone in our class is in band and the band ppl were gone for the last half of the day so we had about 7 ppl in there, and we did like absolutely nothing, just worked on some project, but I didn't even work on it. After school we had a soccer run..hmm...well i guess it wasn't too bad but considering the fact that I am NOT, DEFINATELy NOT in shape made it seem worse than it was, we ran about a mile, then we had to run the bleachers, then did a ton of half field sprints on the football field, then a full one. so actually it wasn't that bad, just at the moment it was :) I hate running. so then when I get home I sit n watch some tv, then I get this great idea of sumthing to do...ok actually it was either something important I had to do...or it was just sumthing I wanted to do, but ne way...I go down stairs cause Benji is like freaking hyper and I decided to put her outside tehe which she's still out there (hopefully she didn't run away) and when I come back in I have completely forgotten whatever I wanted/needed to do....and I STILL can't remember!!! I'm so mad, cause I've been sitting around all day doing like nothing, and trying to remember what it was.....hmm..well oh yeah I saw BRAND NEW'S music video on DEDICATE LIVE!!!! I was so pumped! it was the Jude Law and a Semester Abroad, one. tehehehe. and then my sister some how found my music on the computer, cause well I thought it all had gotten deleted when my dad updated the windows media player, cause I had gone on to it and NOTHING was there, but i guess when anne went on it she found it....so I'm happy bout that :) hm well I'm gunna go bring benji in, the poor kitty :P
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| gotta find peace of mind |
[02 Mar 2004|09:37pm] |
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well last night, went to the hockey game, that was fun, I wish I played hockey :) Shores won! 3-1. I got completely soaked on my way into the game cause it was down pouring! lightning going on there too! I just love thunder storms they're so much fun, specially at night cause my room is upstairs and it's like really loud and if I look out the window it's like a perfect view of the storms. but back to the hockey game, I was kinna mad that it was 5 bucks to get in! all the other games are like only 3$...but o well, just had to borrow money from goulet. Then today was just okely dokely, nuthin special. I was pretty tired during most of school, but then again...when am I not?! School is just too dang early, that's why I'm pumped for tomorrow! WEDNESDAy! I get to sleep in til like 8:50!! Yay!!! but yeah after school...we had a volleyball meeting..oh yeah! forgot to update bout volleyball! so on monday...yeah I'm all thinking we have vball practice and stuff and then in sixth hour I'm sittin there do some gaaayyyy algebra when I get a letter saying that our volleyball season is over and that we aren't apart of the cross over match and stuff...I mean they could've told us before! seriously! I was really sad cause this season has been awesome, its been so much fun. so today we had a meeting we had to return all of our stuff like our bags and uniforms and stuff, then coach gave me n some of the othe girls a ride home, then I just chilled...did hw,I made waffles! :) then had a soccer thing at the middle school, we scrimmaged and did a lil conditioning...still not gunna be liking the soccer season...right now I'm workin on the bio project....getting really bored...watchin some Law & Order too, I LOVE this show!!!!!!!! it is THE BEST! but it's an old one, a really old one, I've seen it before like most of it just not the end so I'm waiting patiently to find out what happens tehehe, well I guess I'm just gunna go.
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| MY WEDDING DAY |
[01 Mar 2004|04:43pm] |
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TODAY IS THE DAY! THE DAY ME AND BUNDA GET MARRIED!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
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alright well I went to see The Passion on saturday with marie,tyler,paul, and nick, and WOW it was amazing! I like cried through the whole thing, it was so touching, and then at the end I thought I was fine, but then as we were walking out of it I just broke down...lol I know it's pathetic, but it was so emotional. I think it definately changed my views on some things. Well then on sunday, went to church, talked with marie cade n david for a while...aw I miss them!!!! :) had 2 soccer games, and it was pretty blahhh....I'm really sore from it all...i got smashed in the knee and it's all swollen, and last night I could barely bend it. OMG....i just remembered! it's bunda's birthday!!! we're gettin maried today! haha, wow gotta remember to say something to him bout that lol n my sis's b-day is this friday...and eeee mine is...in...23 days! I can't wait! oohhh boi...speech is boring...we're taking notes on our discussion thing, it's so pointless. but yeah yeah this month is gunna be a busy one...with all the birthdays...oh ya my mom's is the 14th, then seth's coming home this friday, and then I have all the soccer runs and open gymn things, then soccer tryouts(I"m nervous for that!)...so I'm not gonna have much time for myself. I could use a break, I mean volleyball is gonna be over this wednesday, and I've been doing that since the end of november....well class is just about out tho, so I'll sign out..ADIOS AMIGOS
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| my little world... |
[27 Feb 2004|02:15pm] |
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well I finally have gotten myself a live journal, and I'm pretty happy with it so far, I just have to figure out all the little details and stuff and it will all be good....I guess this is sort of like an experiment entry because I'm seeing if it will show up how I want it to....well lets see...tonight I'm going to the basketball games, they're the last ones for this year so it should be fun, a lot of people will be there...I hope. I can't wait for tomorrow tho, I'm going to go see 'The Passion'I have been waiting to see this for MONTHS! I have a good feeling about this, I really think it will have a huge impact on my life, because well to be frank, growing up in the church kind of impairs what you think about what Jesus really did for us...I mean...like I've been told ever since I can remember that jesus died on the cross to save us from our sins....yah...well until I really see what it was actually like for him...I can't comprehend how horrible it truely was...I don't see how all these ppl are like oh I don't think I'll be able to handle it, it'll be too gory and emotional....well...don't you want to see what your savior did for you????? I just don't get it...but maybe they really won't be able to handle it...i dunno....ne way...volleyball is almost over, I'm really bummed about that...this season has been so much fun! but hey soccer will be starting soon and hopefully that will be just as good or better...prolly not tho, cause alot of the girls playing this year suck, no offense tehe, but the jv team will be horrible. At least laura, skinner, alyson evans, hayden, and goulet are playing so we'll have a few good ppl....but besides them..ehh. lol yeah well lets see if this whole thing works...I HOPE SO!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
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